Well everyone see's me happy or really depressed depending on what u mean to me. Well I am going to start being me and just hopefully it will work out who knows. life is a suck face right know I am not the Imp king and I am not purple pig and I am not even David I am just a guy that has to look at the bigger picture to get day by day and yeah it sucks. I am going nuts I want to be able to help my fam but i cant with out college and college sucks i cant speak my mind since i seem to get in trouble and if i dont i get in a shell. and so i dont know anymore i mean i have started to smoke again and its worse than before and drink a bit. i know i shouldn't but when life is a damn stick hole there is no reason to live u have to make reasons. and i like one girl alot and dont stand a chance and i am falling for another so i dont know what the sits to do. and i have to keep this pg so i am typing wierd i know. i have only three good friends and i only get to see them every so often and school is awful. and well i am just going nuts. i dont know the one girl i like is taken and the other goes to my tuesday night youth group and school. and well i just dont know life sucks i am so stressed that in the last two months i have gained 45 pounds been in two fights and so on. my art work is ok and that is keeping me going and it is the only thing that hasn't really changed other than i have no time for it i dont even have times for my games. my computer skills are getting rusty. and basicly i cant get the two girls off my mind so i have to avoid them. and the hardest part is i have a c+ in math i should so have a A++ i am great in math and its only Aglebra 2.



Well i dont know but the two girls i like are on my friends list on here and one is also on facebook so if either one is reading u can maybe figure it out but ones name starts with a S and the Other is A D name.



The non named has to go